'Allo, Loves,
First off, I want to apologize for just disappearing on everyone. My initial blog caused me to focus on the negative in my life instead of rejoicing in all the good things that were happening. I just felt it was a good idea to take that enabler out of my way.
Now I'm back because I kind of missed it.
I wanted to start fresh. Same title, same tagline, but new blog and new purpose.
How has everything been going for everyone? Things got really good for a while, but recently kind of came crashing down a little bit. It's nothing that a lot of hard work and time won't fix. That's my only fear in starting this blog right now, that it'll evolve into all the negative things the old one was.
Still, I believe things have changed quite a bit since then. I am a different person living a different life.
Despite having an entirely different life now, I am currently trying to repair some of the friendships I broke before. This scares me because it's another route into my old life that I am putting in front of myself. I believe I am strong enough to avoid it. I lost some very amazing people and I want them back, if they will allow me back into their lives.
If not, I understand. I made countless mistakes, hurt many people. I can't go back to yesterday, but I can ask for forgiveness and try to fix things today.
-S
"I can't go back to yesterday - because I was a different person then." -Lewis Carroll
